Feeling Like G-d Has Abandoned You? You're Not Broken (And Here's Why)
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If you Googled "Why does G-d hate me," I see you. I've been exactly where you are.
Three years ago, I was sobbing on my kitchen floor, convinced the Universe had it out for me. Everyone else seemed to get their prayers answered while I was floundering, wondering what I'd done wrong.
Here's what I wish someone had told me then: G-d doesn't hate you. But that pain you're feeling? It's real, and it matters.
The Real Problem (It's Not You)
Most of what you'll find online about this feeling is either:
Bible verses that feel empty
"Just pray harder" advice that doesn't work
Religious doctrine designed to control, not heal
None of that helped me, and it probably won't help you either.
3 Things You Can Do Right Now
1. Give Yourself a Physical Hug Grab a scarf or blanket, wrap it around you tight. Close your eyes and imagine being held by someone who loves you unconditionally. Stay here as long as you need.
2. Step Outside Find any green space - even a single tree. Look at the details: leaves, bark, how each one is slightly different. Remember: since the Divine provides what plants need to thrive, you're not forgotten either.
3. Sit With Your Feelings Instead of fighting the pain, let it exist. This moment - even if it's lasted months - is still temporary. You're not stuck here forever.
The Path Forward
The solution isn't going back to organized religion (if that worked, you wouldn't be here, right?).
It's about building your own authentic relationship with the Divine - one that doesn't require you to accept anyone else's rules or beliefs.
I found my way back to feeling G-d's love through working with the Kabbalah Tree of Life, but your path might look different. The key is giving yourself permission to explore what feels true for YOUR soul.
You are worthy of love. You are worthy of having your needs met. And yes, even in this dark moment, you are worthy of G-d's attention and care.
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